Friday, March 18, 2016

My Favorite Book!

Okay yeah also we are writing about our favorite books this week and mine is called the Mysterious Benedict Society. This has been my favorite (trilogy actually) since I was little and I still read them quite often.

Here is a brief overview of the plot:
The series deals with the adventures of four young children who are incredibly gifted in different areas, all bound by one common factor at the start of the series: they are either orphans or unwanted by their parents. The children become involved with the strange Mr. Nicholas Benedict and his guild of assistants who are trying to stop Mr. Benedict's twin, Ledroptha Curtain, from taking over the world. Each book involves the four children using their own wits to outsmart the enemies and solve their own problems without needing to rely on outside means. The four children are Kate, a very active girl who can go anywhere she likes as long as she has her trusty bucket, Reynie, who always thinks logically and whom the rest of the team regard as the team leader, Sticky (whose real name is George but his friends call him Sticky), who has the capability to remember anything he sees so this makes him exceedingly smart, and Constance, who has the capability to read people's minds and send mind letters to people. These four children team up against the evil villain Mr. Curtain and his evil comrades. They use their talents to defeat him and stop him from taking over the world using brain signals from watching the TV and listening to the radío.

Heart Homes

Hey guys it's your favorite and most forgetful Alpha Female ;)
So last week I missed a post so I'm going to make up for it with something I wrote last week. It's about my friend that passed away that I mentioned the previous week. I know I've posted quite a bit about this, but he really meant a lot to me and I cannot apologize for that ❤️ this piece is only a rough draft at this point, but here is "Heart Homes"

Your heart used to be my home.

And it got so empty when you moved to that city with the streets of gold
And now I know what you meant when you said this room can grow so terribly cold
And I wrestled with the idea of taking your place,
But I know that if anyone deserves a break from this world of pain,
It's you, it's not me.

But I'm still terrified of the future.
Not exactly the future itself
But
For the memories it holds
One year since you've been gone.
I'm terrified because each new day is a step forward in the direction of these little pockets of fire
Little puddles that turn into floods

And I know
That there is hydration in the water
And there is a warmth to the fire
That there is happiness found in my fond memories of you
But I also know that to indulge means to drown
To burn completely
Because love knows no limitations.

Although I hold you sweetly in my mind, there is a universe of regret and sadness in every memory crease.
Although your face makes me smile upon recollection, it is the saddest smile I've ever known.
Although I am so happy to have known you, I wish I didn't have to talk about you in the past tense.
For there is no limitation to the tornado of love. And it will wreck your heart
Sometimes for the better
But either way after tornadoes, something has to be rebuilt. 
People will find new homes
New places to hide
And most of all people will find wisdom.
Wisdom to always build the cellar in the bottom of their heart homes just in case happiness needs a safe place to stay when the rains come.

And someday
It will be alright
All the ash and dust will be settled on the floor of our houses.
We will learn to never clean the house too deeply lest the dust rise up and cause us to sneeze in relapse. 
We will invite people into our heart homes for dinner. 
Some, for the night.
By then they will have learned to ignore the filthy sadness that cakes the floor.
And they will take their shoes off to remind us that we are still human. And they believe in us a little more for surviving the nights on our own.

And we will survive
In our little heart homes.
To my best friend and biggest hero Cameron Byrd. I will always love you.

Monday, March 14, 2016

Alpha Females Book Week

Hey guys! Happy Monday! 
This week all of the Alpha's blog posts are going to be about our favorite books.  

My favorite book consistently since I've read it is Unwind by Neal Shusterman. 
It's set in the not-so-distant future and is about the aftermath of a war on abortion.  The Pro-Life and Pro-Choice sides came to an agreement that while life cannot be terminated in the womb, it may be terminated by a decision by the guardians of the child between 13-18 years of life in a process called Unwinding.  Through this process, almost 100% of the original person is usable in transplants to other people and they are completely alive during the surgery.  Because of them being alive and wholly usable, some people believe that life does not technically end in this way, causing the sides of the war to come to a compromise.  The book focuses on a group of teenagers who are running away from being Unwound; Connor, Resa, and Levi.


I know, I know...some of you just read that description and are like whoa Michelle, that sounds like a pretty insanely depressing favorite book!  And I would agree with you!  It does sound depressing, but it's still my favorite book. 

One of the biggest things about this book to me is that I can't really put a finger on why it's my favorite.  Every time I read it, I notice new things about the story and the characters, and for me, it's like a brand new book every time.  I've read books that are written better, and have more exciting storylines for sure, but this one is always the one I automatically go back to again and again as my favorite. It always makes me think about what I would do in a similar situation to these characters and it brings up moral issues about the meaning of life and death that maybe I don't think about all the time.  

Overall, this is an amazing read and I highly recommend reading it!  It might even give you a book hangover. ;) 


Thursday, March 10, 2016

My Favorite Quotes and Verses

I couldn't think of an idea other than this one, so here is a compilation of all my favorite quotes and verses, including pictures I took to go along with them.  

"Faith is not knowing what the future holds, but who holds the future."

"Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love, for I have put my trust in you. Show me the way I should go, for to you I entrust my life." Psalm 143:8


"The Lord loves righteousness and justice; the earth is filled with his unfailing love." Psalm 33:5


 "Because of the Lord's great love we are not consumed, for is compassion so never fail. They are new every morning, great is your faithfulness." Lamentations 3:22-23


 "I can't change the direction of the wind, but I can adjust my sails to always reach my destination." ~ Jimmy Dean

These are three of my favorite quotes. 
1. "Believe gods promises. Come boldly, wait humbly, believe simply, receive freely, Rest in his faithfulness, wait expectantly, believing that has done it."
2. "God may delay his promises but he will never deny them." 
3. "God can make the very worst that happen in your life to work for the very best."










Saturday, March 5, 2016

Blooming in the Rocks

Something I've been learning lately//
Being anxious to leave and reach your "full potential" in another place is not always what God wants from us. While it's good to be ambitious and have dreams and work towards them, God is asking us to surrender to His dreams for us. I know a lot of you have probably heard the phrase "Grow where you're planted" at least once in your life and lately that's al I've been hearing from people. And I have never taken that easily, as I'm 17, financially not equipped (and thank God for parents because I don't want to pay my own bills yet), I've never been content with the place I'm in.
When I was younger, our children's pastors would always talk about missionaries and some of the girls (yes most of the alpha females) knew as young girls which countries God wanted them to go to and minister in. Little Alysse wanted that too but God didn't call me to any specific place. So I decided to take it upon myself to determine where I would go..
And basically I was "called" to Africa with Chloe first.. And then I was "called" to Europe with Mindie.. And then I was "called" to India with Michelle.
I couldn't ever settle for one place.
Now as I'm almost an adult, I understand why I couldn't ever make up my mind or hear from God. It's because he wanted me to learn something first:
1) I am called to be a missionary every place my feet touch.
           - Not just the cliche "Your campus is your mission field." But beyond that, I am called to minister to the people around me every place I am.
To "grow where I've been planted" is not a phrase I reject anymore because I understand it. By rejecting it before, I was limiting the power of God working through me. I begged for spiritual gifts (speaking in tongues, healing, prophecy, etc.) but yet denied God the access to use those gifts where HE wanted. I stunted my spiritual growth because I did not want to stay in Ellendale. I did not want to "waste my time" in a place I didn't even like.
Now, I know God has called me to the nations now, I've heard that very clearly in recent days, but I also know that God has given me tools and gifts to use in this small town and until he says it's time to leave, I cannot deny these people the power and love of God because of selfish desires.
So If you're ever bitter with God for feeling stuck in a rut or bored with life, turn around, smack yourself in the brain, and surrender your plans to God.

If you are bored with where you are, it's because you aren't giving the Holy Spirit enough access in your life.

God is not a boring God, and we were not meant for routines and complacency.
We were not made for mediocrity.
We were not made for apathy.
Get out of your spiritual through surrendering.


Thursday, March 3, 2016

The Right to Life


                 The Right to Life
    In her article, The Rise of DIY Abortions, Ada Calhoun, of The New Republic, discusses personal abortion stories, different methods of abortion, and the increase in ‘at home abortions’. Calhoun begins by talking about Jennie Linn McCormack’s story of her at home abortion. McCormack had three kids, and she became pregnant yet again. McCormack did not have the money or resources to acquire a medical abortion, so she ordered abortion pills online and she terminated the pregnancy at home. However, she had thought she was only fourteen weeks pregnant; once she delivered the dead fetus, she realized she had underestimated how far along she was. She turned out to be between nineteen and twenty-three weeks pregnant. McCormack was charged by Bannock County Prosecutors’ under an Idaho law that makes it illegal for a women to have an abortion in a way not sanctioned by the state. 
The article goes on to talk about how before Roe v. Wade legalized abortion, women had found several different techniques to end their unwanted pregnancies. They used things such as: coat hangers, and laundry detergent. Once abortion was legalized the focus shifted; however, there were still many activists who believed that “do-it-yourself” abortions were necessary for poor women. As of now, women are using drugs like, Cytotec and Mifeprex, which have been approved by the Food and Drug Administration. These drugs are readily available online for only forty-five to seventy-five dollars, compared with a three hundred to eight hundred dollar legal medicated abortion. In the past years, more and more women have been performing at home abortions; meanwhile, the law has been moving to restrict access, online and off, to abortion pills.
    According to LifeNews.com, “Since that time, [Roe v. Wade] there have been approximately 57,762,169 abortions that have destroyed the lives of unborn children.”. That is an exorbitant amount of lives that have been taken, and viewed as nothing more than a clump of  cells. The Bible says, “For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb.” (New International Version Fire Bible, Ps. 139.13). Meaning that God, from the moment someone was conceived in their mother’s womb, has been working in them. He created everyone unique, special, and with certain rights endowed to everyone. This verse does not say, ‘You knit me together once I was born’. What this verse implies is that from the moment someone was conceived, not the moment one was born, one has a right to live. If everyone has a right to live from conception, why would it be allowed to unfairly slaughter thousands of innocent unborn babies? That is what pro-choice activists are supporting. They believe women should have the right to terminate their pregnancies whenever and wherever they want. As a result, over fifty million lives have been taken through clinical, medicated abortion. This number does not even include abortions that women perform on themselves, “DIY” abortions.
 In recent years, however, “do-it-yourself” abortions have been making a big appearance. What that means is women across America have been using different methods to end their own pregnancies at home. While legal abortions are a major issue by themselves, “DIY” abortions are becoming a bigger issue. At home abortions are a problem because they are unsafe, dangerous, and a form of unregulated murder.

Self-induced abortion is unsafe because women cannot accurately determine how far along they are in their pregnancy. Not knowing how far along one is could cause unhealthy and dangerous complications the mother. Similar to Jennie Lynn McCormack’s story in The Rise of DIY Abortions, consider this: a woman, say her name is Susan, realizes she is pregnant, but does not want to keep the baby. Susan wants to have an abortion but cannot afford to pay for it. She does not know what to do so she looks up on the internet how to terminate a pregnancy at home. Online, Susan comes across an advertisement for “abortion pills”; she purchases the pills, thinking she is only fifteen weeks along. Taking the pills, she does end up terminating her pregnancy, but it does not go as she planned. She has to deliver a dead fetus, and she is shocked to see how big it is. She becomes frightened and calls the ambulance. They inspect the fetus and determine that Susan was actually about twenty-three weeks, around five months, pregnant, (Calhoun). The point of this story it to emphasize that women cannot be encouraged to perform their own abortions. Women cannot accurately determine the length of pregnancies; therefore, increasing the chances of  the mother being injured. At home abortions are high-risk for both mother and child. Without proper knowledge of  what is going on in one’s pregnancy there could be unnecessary pain caused to the mother and her unborn child. “The new measures instead seek to prevent an abortion after the point at which a fetus is able to feel pain- according to the bills’ authors, at about 20 weeks.” (Calhoun).  Unborn fetuses are able to feel pain much sooner than many people believe. If women are allowed to decide when they terminate their pregnancies without any sort of regulation, then not only is it allowing the murder of innocent children, it is also enabling the potential to inflict unnecessary pain on a completely vulnerable victim.
    At home abortions are dangerous because these women are not medical professionals; and thus, they do not know what they are doing. There are many hazardous techniques women have used that did not terminate their pregnancies and only caused them further damage. “They [women] put dangerous drugs like the tissue-destroying potassium permanganate into their vaginas, which typically failed to terminate pregnancy but sometimes caused hemorrhage.” (Calhoun). In a desperate attempt to end their unborn child’s life, women are in turn causing themselves more pain and harm, without the expected and wanted result. Women are putting themselves through excruciating pain, not having the proper knowledge of what they are doing when they use chemicals, and harmful drugs to try and end their pregnancy.  
    Humanity cannot be given the right to decide if another human being lives or not, as every life has value and is worth protecting. The selling and distribution of  “abortion pills” needs to be stopped altogether, because it allows women to terminate their pregnancies with no laws or regulations.  “A number of pro-choice groups argue that access to the drugs [Mifeprex and Cytotec] should be vastly expanded, perhaps available by prescription from general practitioners.” (Calhoun). Pro-choice activists are fighting for women to have unlimited access to pregnancy ending drugs. They believe that there should be “abortion pills” readily available on all fronts. Whether it be online, over the counter, or prescribed from the doctor, they think it is every woman's right to have have access to these drugs and the option to end her child’s life. As Rebecca J. Rosen writes in her article, Consider the Coat Hanger, “Making something illegal doesn’t make it disappear.” Simply put, telling someone they cannot do something, will not stop them from doing it. While it is true that the discontinuation of the legalization of abortion pills will not end all at home abortions, it will help to control how many women take the plunge and how many innocent babies are killed. Unfortunately, there is nothing that can be done to end abortion completely; however, there are measures that one can take to slow down the rise of self-induced abortions.
    Society should be made more aware of the increase in at home abortions. Without proper knowledge, nothing will get better. The issues, complications, and dangers of at home abortions outweigh the pros, and women need to be made aware of that. If people are not educated of the dangers of “DIY” abortions, more women and babies will be harmed. At home abortions are a bigger issue than people realize, and it needs to be stopped.

-Meranda


Works Cited
 Calhoun, Ada. "The Rise of DIY             Abortions." Academic Search Premier. N.p., 31 Dec. 2012. Web. 29 Feb. 2016.
 Ertlet, Steven. "57,762,169 Abortions in America Since Roe vs. Wade in 1973."  LifeNews.com. LifeNews, 21 Jan. 2015. Web. 28 Feb. 2016.     
New International Version Fire Bible. Ed. Donald C. Stamps, Carey Huffman, J. Wesley Adams. Life Publishers International, 2007. Print. 28 Feb. 2016.
Rosen, Rebecca J. "Consider the Coat Hanger." The Atlantic. Atlantic Media Company, 23 Aug. 2012. Web. 28 Feb. 2016.



    
    
    



My Testimony

   God has done so many things in my life and I wouldn't be the woman I am today without the struggles I've been through. One huge thing that has changed my perspective on faith is when it was stretched 5 years ago. 5 years ago my dad almost lost his life to jaundice, a major liver disease. His liver was extremely close to shutting down because of his gallstones. This was very scary for a 13 year old to grasp.  My mom almost lost her life a year later to a major breathing problem. The carbon dioxide in her lungs would not leave, therefore oxygen would not come in.
    Worry became a huge part of my life when I realized that neither of my parents were as healthy as they should be. I kept on thinking "what will happen to them, I don't know how I can handle this." But God gave me a verse, Matthew 6:27 "Who of you by worrying can add a single moment to ones life?" This really hit me hard, I realized that worry will do absolutely nothing for there healing. All I can do is trust that God will heal my mom when he feels the time is right. God showed that I need to accept the answer that I am given and have faith that she will be okay in time. My mom is not healthy right now, but I know that God has a plan and I will trust that his will will be done.
    Sometimes it may feel that God has forsaken you when the struggles start to arise. But he loves you and me way too much to forsake us. He mourns when we mourn, he has been in the position that you and I have been in. God will always be there and he will never forsake you in your weaknesses.



                                                                     ~Mindie~